yami_samuraiflo | Getting nervous

I got the date for the 'concours des assistants de bibliothèque de la ville de Paris'. I'm supposed to pass it on June 14th, 8.30am-12.30pm.

Fortunately, the examination center isn't too far away from my brother B.'s appartment, though I'll have to head for the center very early, just in case.

That leaves me two weeks to review more materials. Which is kinda problematic, because what can I review, exactly?

I managed to find old subjects given during previous examinations. They all are divised in two part, a 'dossier technique' from which you need to write a note to a supposed person in charge, and a series of questions. If the 'dossier technique' shouldn't be too hard, the questions are more worrisome for me.
They require a lot of technical knowledge and some general knowledge of edition, of the town numerous libraries or of litterary prices. In itself, the questions they ask aren't exactly hard, at least for me, since I've seen most of what they ask during my two Master years (especially the first one). I would just need to revise a little.

The thing is, it's hard to motivate myself into perusing my notes and books :(

I know I need to, but it's hard to stay focused on the damn thing -_-

And I'm kinda afraid that whatever I read about will not be enough to prepare myself.

Sure, if I don't get that examination I have the possibility to pass another, but I don't know. I think it the examination system in itself that makes me nervous. I had hoped to be finished with those things once I had finished the Master, but it's not over, and it's getting considerably more complicated, in a way. I mean, there're 20 places offered in Paris' libraries, which is more than last time. However, there's also about 1800 persons passing that examination, or at least registered. Even knowing some will not come, it's still a lot X_X

What exactly are my chances, really?

*sighs*

So yeah, I'm kinda worried.